I often find myself asking why don’t I have a boyfriend and why don’t I have a relationship?? And if you hate me and you’re reading this you’ll probs be like ‘cos you’re a fucking bitch blah blah blah boring boring boring IDGAF ‘ anyway I have realised in the last week why.

It’s because I have so many good people in my life already and adding someone new would mean they’d need to be amaZAYN, phenomeniall, fablouis, brilliam and extrodinharry. And tbh that’s A LOT for one person to be. I’m not opposed to a relationship. I used to be terrified of the concept but I’m not anymore I just haven’t found anyone that makes me as continually happy as my friends do.

I remember in year 8, Anne and I got an ask fm question saying we’d die alone lesbians in New York with cats cos we were so mean and we had a genuine talk about how that actually sounded quite good. I’d rather die alone with great friends than die with an av relationship.

I have had one of the best years of my life and I think that’s quite selfish cos for a lot of ppl I know, it’s been the worst. But I’ve just fallen in love with my gals. It’s weird but I’m so grateful to have the friends I do. At wildlife I spent my time with my friends and Marcus <3333 and it was so much fun. That’s when I realised you just need a drink, some music and some great ppl (8)

Then beyonce with Nick showed me that friends make the world go round like that experience would have been so good on my own but nick made me feel so differently about the whole thing. It went from being a concert to an experience and of course beyonce was a big part of it but I couldn’t have done it without Nick. I dare you to find something that was more fun than those days

I think the reason is surround myself with girls is because I just think they’re so sick. Like idk what it is but every girl I can relate to because of our gender but then I can also learn. Like girls just intrigue me in the opposite way to how boys do. It’s like I want to learn from you and I feel so proud of any girl that does something good and powerful whoever you are but with boys (one’s I fancy eek) it’s more like i’m well confused and need to sort this out. So I guess that’s why I have way more girl friends than I do boy friends.

I also have two sisters and a mum so i’ve got so many girls around me all the time. My sisters are jokes even though they don’t read this cos they’re the biggest begs but the fakest fans x
I’m so proud of all my friends and I think I’m so lucky to have the friends I do. Idk what else I can say really. this is short but Chloe Stacey inspired me to write this and I want to thank you for supporting me so much and still being there and carrying on man and I know my friends are my blogs biggest support so this is kinda for you.

I’d just like to say to any boy who fancies me (HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHGAHAHAGAHGAGAGAGAGAGAGAG where r u??) I’m not saying no to a relationship I’m just saying I have really really cool friends so WOW me xxxx

also con u r my featured image cos u are peng and u have never featured xxx