I got my tattoos WOOooo!! Lol I didn’t get the one I said I was gunna get but I got two small ones. I got the word nude under my boob in CONNIE ASHFORDS HANDWRITING!!! Since year 7 geography lookin at that gels penmanship admiring it and now it’s on me forever which I think is as real as friendship gets. And the other is the word blue on my hip in capitals.

I think the worst question is when someone asks why I chose those tattoos, not cos it’s a stupid question it’s just cos I don’t have an answer really. And my answer changes every time. I got nude mainly cos I saw a pic of a tattoo that said ‘you’ and I liked how it was like ‘who is ‘you” but I mean idk not me enough. Then I thought ‘what words do I like??’ so i went on search for nice words. And then I thought of my dear darling Prague and then I remembered on the John Lennon wall there was the word ‘get nude!!!’ was writing on a whale’s tale and i just loved it. I just stared at it for ages cos tbh the John Lennon wall is overrated and tiny and not that good so it was all I had to go on. So you see it’s not really a good reason seeing as when I left the wall I was like ‘food anyone??’

‘Blue’ is weirder like there is no real reason other than I think it looks siiiick. It is my favourite beyonce song, but that’s not properly why I got it. I think I was listening to it and then I was dancing to it and I thought it would be cool to get a tattoo that went with the dance I do to the song. It’s also my fave colour. It’s just not a good reason to get a tattoo lol but I think it looks cool, also I love the font of it.

So yeah, they don’t make sense but I think the main reason I wanted to get them is cos I’ve had the best year. Like THE BEST YEAR!! From about end of September 2015 to mid October 2016 has been the absolute best year of my life. It was the era of Molly fancying just about everyone. I made a whole system of fancying people!! and had so much fun!! I went to Prague, beyonce, wildlife, I’ve made so many actually really really good friends, and people I was already friends with I’m so much better friends with. ive made this blog, that I just love and I am so proud of it. Nick calls me ‘mollyiharley.com‘ more than he calls me ‘Molly’. Me Tom and Alex are best pals and I have so much better Rships with everyone in my family. I made people fall in love with me, people fall out of love with me ooppssay :/// It’s also been quite happy-go-lucky which was really fun and also very ‘what goes around comes around’, which at times is really peak so i’m sorry to anyone i’ve fucked off, but just know i’ve been fucked off too hahaahh. SO IT’S OK. And i got beaten up fgs!! and it’s all just been so much fun and I wouldn’t change a single thing I did!! I’ve had so many good opportunities and done so many things like even tiny things that have been really like meaningful to me. I’ve created a style and personality that I really like and I feel so like FREEEE. Every month has been really really good and really different depending on like the weather, who I fancy and my plans. And I’ve loved it.

I feel that time is over though, and it’s really not sad it’s very happy!! Cos I had that year. And now I think my personality is changing. what I want is changing and it’s cool but obvs a bit hard cos I’m so used to being that certain way. And it’s strange to stray from something that worked so well for me. But you know when you can tell that something is just over and it’s a bit peak but it’s fine, that’s how I feel about my last year. It ended in a fitting way and started in a fitting way. And I’m excited to leave it. Cos I will take things with me. I’ve learnt A LOT OF THING WHAT NOT TO DO!! And a lot of thing that really work for me. So STAY TUNED!!

But basically the point is, I think my tattoos close that part of my life really nicely. I’ve always wanted a tattoo and now I have two. And I think I got them at the perfect time. Like the things I did in that year were really good and I would love to carry them on but they just need to be left in that time and you know when it’s like you just know you can’t do that anymore. I don’t think it’s the end of me fancying EVERYONE though cos that’s just really unrealistic, I just need to find some new people, so watchhhh ouutttt cos mollyiharley.com is getting ready to P A R T Y

btw ty for being my friend and reading my blog and being nice to me and having fun with me, cos u and i both know i couldn’t do it without U. u blue me away, 387% x